my diary 5

Saturday 23 December 2017

Weekend

Today is a pretty tiring day after those days ago ,,
Want to hibernate like a bear
Sleep without having to think about it
Want to feel relaxed brain without the burden of the mind
Lectures are not as beautiful as I imagined
More tasks and tasks ...
All courses are the same, no one allows the student to breathe a moment from the fatigue
Well, maybe this is one of the maturation process, must learn to be responsible to finish what has been selected ,,
Today is the weekend,
It's time I became a teenager again,
Free to play without having to think about the others.
Today I got a fortune
To visit the hotel to meet an aunt from my friend ,,
Ahh ,, this relaxation, come early to just breakfast together ,, like a culinary tour for boarding children
After breakfast time to swim ,, lucky the hotel pool is quiet, feel like a private pool ,,
Simple but calm and comfortable ,, especially if it's all free, heaven of the world, heheheh
Go home was still given money pocket, really good that aunt ,,
Thanks for that today is very good to me, may be often yes like this, (keep in the heart)

Sunday 24 December 2017

Editing

It's time for video editing ,,
Things I like
This is all actually a task but it feels while playing because I like editing
Moreover, this editing is accompanied by people who like the same thing,
Expectations and thoughts began to not go anywhere, so talk about open pre-wedding services, photo shoot.
Like going back to vocational high school, vocational high school wants to go broadcast but the entrance fee is so expensive, so it does not happen,
and finally enter in informatics techniques,
Hem ,, things I do not like and finally I'm stuck here ..
Okay enough to remember the dark times, now just enjoy it,
Back to editing ,, editing this time interesting because its video about musical drama ,,
I put a lot of cool songs in my opinion, one of them "dream come true"
So bring his hearing ,, let alone scenes from the player so sweet really ,,
Melt today looking at scenes so sweet,

Monday, 25 December  2017

Failed totally

Today is still holiday ,, because today is Christmas,
Play around ,,
Today's the appointment at kos vina, and sarah today is planning on hair coloring ,,
Initially vina in order to bleaching sarah hair ,, eh did not change color because of thinness ,,
I started to intervene to try to bleach hair sarah ,, and it turns out so, although there are stripes,
Time for coloring, this time the theme of ombrei pink green and dark blue,
Colorful as lollipop,
The first layer is pink
The second layer is green
The third layer is dark blue
Initially was optimistic because the color began to look ,,
I continued again to color it,
After waiting for an hour more,
Sarah finally washed her hair to see the color ,,
OMG ,, in fact the blue color fails only green and pink, and that color is not flat and not bright ,,
Failed totally,
She got embarrassed to get out because there are people who say that her hair moss ,,
It feels like to laugh but sorry see him ..
It's been enough once trying to dye hair, people's hair again ,,

my diary 4

Sunday 17 December 2017

Patient testers

Today is the week of 17 December,
It is a drama schedule, in this drama I play the role of grandmother, because obese people must have little role, in this drama I have many role behind the scenes.
I became a narrator, director and video editor, that's one of my behind-the-scenes activities, though honestly it's a bit tiring but it's fun too.
It feels great if every player can act well and satisfy, but his name is also still learning, so yes his acting is not as good as the artist. Nevertheless I appreciate enough if every player has done well.
I started making the drama with excitement while hoping the results are satisfactory, initially there is one player who can not come on time, okay ,, I planned to take his last scene only, initially all went well everyone was excited.
Until finally the late players come and we all still welcome it well, we continue shooting until finally he said that the scene he must be completed before 3 o'clock, suddenly everyone was surprised because the image taken over 3 o'clock.
He still continued to force, and finally with great compulsion I and other friends agreed the request, until I had to sacrifice taking my scene in the retreat, and he still can not wait to finish shooting when the camera was in the battery carger.
It's really hard to be tested with patience today, not only me but the other friends, but how else can we all just be patient with it, when there is one person who comes late and wants to go home first

Monday 18 December 2017

Fatigue

Today feels so tired,
Because yesterday just completed a tiring and time-consuming activity,
Today I went to college at 9 o'clock and because I was tired I was at 8 o'clock when I usually wake up at 5 o'clock.
It hurts all these bodies feel, because yesterday all day in the river for shooting.
And inevitably today I have to keep going to college, the first course is still okay because the spirit is pretty good, but starting the second course, my eyes are hard to open, sleepy. Got confused because almost just fall asleep in class because fatigue.
And to get rid of my drowsiness, I started to fight again to make people forget my sleep, hahahaha I looted them today by drawing watches using bulleto in their hands, I was notorious when I was bored or sleepy, must immediately hold their hands to draw a watch.
Many are angry and protest because their hands become dirty, hahaha I just laughed satisfied when successful, they want to repay me with the same thing, but I always managed to escape, until finally the lecturer who was aware of the commotion we were developing, initially we all had time to fear for fear of being appointed to go forward. But the father was just silent and returned to teaching, thank goodness ,, and finally sleepy gone though with a little bit ignorant hehehehe ..

Tuesday 19 December 2017

Learning together

Today it's time for practicum, as usual must be dizzy to learn a program ,,
But luckily today is free of duty, yes today free duty but ,, task for tomorrow has been a lot of queuing up to be done, maybe,
And today is a learning schedule together, but as usual because many are lazy we will learn with few people.
While learning me and my friends usually cook for snacks, and today our plan to cook "seblak", my expectation has begun to develop that it is spicy savory and steady.
Be us cooking "absolutely" and it feels different between reality and expectations, it's just plain and delicious if you eat too much. Yahhh we have cooked a lot today and finally mubadzir.
Learning was continued, every time I study it all feels lighter because I can exchange thoughts, but yes like that if you've learned while talking until you can forget the time.
But thanks for today you all have made learning more fun and becoming lighter

My Diary 3

Thursday 7 December 2017

My time is studying

Today….

All like the days before

Time is still running properly

There was only a different laugh and attitude

Today is the day I studied at the campus park with my friends

Friends who always help me in learning

The good friend God gave me

Not just in terms of science they taught me

But in the science of religion as well

And today they unintentionally open up to tell about their dark past

Many sin and wrongdoing, which they used to do

Same with me

And from that, a lot of lessons I get ,,

That over time

We can learn

Whether it's a good experience or a bad one,

I also hope from all the past experience

We can all learn

With what we have passed

And getting better

Friday, December 8, 2017

Drama text

Today I've made an appointment
To create drama text
At first me and my friends had confused want to make a legend about what drama
Because making drama texts with a few male players is hard,
Because it's hard to find a male player in a drama
Finally we decided to make a drama about "golden snail",
The drama is set in a sad story
But why every time I read it, I always laugh ..
Because of dissat I read it
I always imagine if my friend who played the role would be very funny
Hopefully later when taking pictures, all goes easily
And hopefully we will get maximum value ...
Amen ....

Saturday 9 December 2017

Time to tick tock

Today is
day where the day should be over
But again canceled and canceled again
Because of the replacement clock
And finally the weekend
replaced by playing around in the boardinghouse
Finally we decided to make a video tik tok in the boardinghouse
The weekend is arguably pretty frugal than the previous one
Only with smartphone
But even if only smartphone
We are very excited, and as always we play until we forget the time
Did not feel we played from 12:00 until the call to prayer maghans
Because every time we make and do not fit we will always repeat it
And finally a video that we think is pretty good
And I think to share it with you who read my blog
So happy watching ,,,,

cartoon song lyrics

reader letters

my diary 2

Thursday 30 november 2017

Dear diary

We are equal in God's eyes

Today,,

It was a day that forced me to remember the wounds of the past,

Yes, from small I am always considered different by people who see me, especially friends.

I'm always in bully because my body is fat, I'm fat from small, almost every day I must be someone who mock me, to the extent that I become immune to the insult.

There is no comfort in the association, my days I spend in the home environment only. Watching TV, reading, and learning Just that-that's it.

Until even my friend can be counted, even I also have only one friend in my childhood, he named alfi he is a difable who often ridiculed like me, from the same that we are friends, until finally me and she had to split up to study in different places, At first I was afraid because I did not have any friends, scared to be mocked for sure.

Until my mother often invites me to socialize and invite me to study more deeply the science of religion, so that my confidence grows.

Now I begin to feel confident, because there is one word that I always remember that "we are equal in the eyes of God, only our charity that distinguishes".

Today the old insults or insults I did not hear back in the mouth of my college friend, his words very rude. As if I'm what ?. I'm not pretty, yes, I know that, why he makes me feel different again and again, when the beliefs start to grow well, remember the fellow beauty is tempting, but the beauty of the heart is comfortable. Indeed I am immune to reproach, but, stay away sometimes I also feel sick if it is too rough, we are the same why you should distinguish my difference just because my physical,

Friday 1 December 2017

Dear diary,

My family is happy with me

Among the sickness of heart because of ridicule,

I still have a family that always supports me and encourages me.

Today is the day to release the longing, 

although only via telephone, 

it has made my sense of desolation is reduced.

They are the best people God has presented in my life.

God always gives happiness amid trials.

And my family is my happiness.

Mother…

you are one of the good proofs of god to me,

you take care of me till I mature without word tired,

father…

you are my guard when I am afraid and when I want to be strengthened

my brother ...

you are the most beautiful color in my life,

which made me learn to understand and keep.

Without you guys I'm nothing.

Saturday 2 December 2017

Dear diary,

Saturday with friends

Every Saturday I spend my time with my friends who always lead in kindness,

We met through a religious organization that required us to meet every Saturday,

Every Saturday we meet to murotal, studying a book and introspection, me and my friends accompanied by a mentor or muhasabah named ustadzah tasa laurika, he is our teacher who always accompany us in learning.

I always wait for Saturdays

Because saturday will be many lessons and new experiences about religion that I can.

Very often I hear that a friend is a reflection of you,

Hearing that I think the same.

Because a good friend will remind us if we are wrong

Friends in this organization are different from previous friends,

They never taunted me or scorned me, because they knew that we were all alike,

Getting it all, I constantly thank God for bringing good people into my life right now.

I hope that I am always in the middle of them to just remind them wrong and true, thanks to this memorable friend

poetry

"Speech prayer"

Creation:naeli saidatul fadila

Ever I feel sad

When I'm happy

Ever I'm angry

While the exam hit

Various flavors

All you give

As a sign of affection

However

I often disbelieve

Leave your command

Approaching your ban

God

Forgive this self

Who forgot about gratitude

Allow this self

Always in protection

Guide this self

In the way of truth

So that later this self

Being in your heaven

In the midst of the bilievers

song interpretation "HEAVEN" ( Brayn Adams)

“Song Interpretation"

Song Title                    : Heaven

Penyanyi                     : Brayn Adams

Released                      :  April 9,1985

Recorded                    : June 6-7,1983, The Power Station, New York City

Label                           : A&M

Song writer                 : Brayn Adams, Jim Valance

Producer                      : Bob clearmountain, Adams

Album                         : Reckless

Genre                          : Rock

Album Soundtrack      : A Night In Heaven

Nomination                 : MTV Video Music Awards

“Interpretation”

This song is very famous and is one of the songs that lifted Bryan into a superstar. No wonder this song is famous. This song always succeeds in bringing someone who hears it to remember the good times with the idol of the heart.

Moreover, clearly the lyrics of the song say that together with him always feels like in heaven. Someone who heard her lover singing this song must have felt like a thumping pound.

            This song tells the story of someone who loves his lover very much. To him the person he cared about was everything, but the happiness had to end when their relationship had to be separated. He is very difficult to accept and face reality. At any moment he can only imagine the good times when they are together. Imagine when they are both young and free of their happiness. At the same time, he felt like in heaven alone with his lover, and now they finally repeat it again. He promised to keep company and face every problem together. Nothing can replace her lover in her arms. Because love knows where he has to find his way.

This song managed to make me love it, because the meaning of this song became my hope that the love story that I experienced will end beautiful like that too. I heard this song first from my best friend. Suddenly he listened to this song through earphones, when I heard this song being re-sang by boyce avenue, the strains of guitar and his voice sounded very calm and touching the heart, as if it would lead me to feel that I was being positioned. Since that time I started to find out about this song, and it turns out this song has been very long time and a lot of people like it, I also download this song and listen to it from the first until now when the heart is not good. By wishing someone came and said  “Ya - I'll be standin' there by you”.

“Song Lyrics”

HEAVEN

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waitin' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you