Saturday 30 December 2017
Night with friends
As usual my days in jogja I spend with friends ,,
And tonight we plan to eat together ,,
I choose this Saturday because it is known Sunday night is a new year for the celebrate ,,
and i am a muslim ,, so from that i want saturday, because i do not want to celebrate it ,,
once in my life celebrating the new year, but I do not know why my heart feels unruly, raging and asking why I should be happy tonight when tomorrow is still the same today, just a different calendar.
Not only did I feel the same way, one of my same friends like me only once in her life celebrates the new year, because we think the same as many of our friends who are faithful and not faithful who often celebrate the new year ask.
Why?. Why do not you go away at the turn of the year, and I can only answer with what I know, that everyone who does the same thing then that person belongs to his class.
And they are still trying to deny, do not pretend you, yet you also have not hijrah not good anyway.
I only answer to stop his invitation, I am also a lustful woman, I also make mistakes, but as a woman I want to be better than before, hijrah is not easy for me, therefore I want to do it slowly and steady my heart and also the mind.
And finally they stopped the invitation, and even appreciate my decision, they also discouraged not to celebrate, though not all but I am grateful there is still an open heart to leave it.
We are still friends as usual, and respect each other's beliefs.
Sunday 31st December 2017
Accompanied by friends
Even though I was in the room, the roar still sounded ,,
A little dizzy because I was editing a poster but noisy sounding ears ,,
Suddenly my friend sent a message to visit me tonight, because in place and in my place everyone went to celebrate the new year ,,
I replied ok, he rushed to go to my place ,,
As always every one of us with our other friends feels like to join us,
But tonight the streets must be jammed once, they are lazy to get out,
And finally we video call together ,, laughter jokes created tat when I see my homemade poster,
They laughed at my appearance, because there I like grandma ,, hehehe name also demands the role,
They can not wait to see the movie from the poster that I made, and I just replied, wait on January 3 because that's the release date ,, hehehe and for you guys who often read my blog on the other chance I'll upload the movie now the poster was okay
Monday 1 january 2018
Still off again
The holiday still continues ,, it feels bored in three consecutive days and no holiday schedule,
Money has not been transferred, so can not walk ,,
Finally the edges in the board again in the boarding again ,,
While the bayangpun itself is happening, imagine the time I'll have a mahrom I certainly do not feel alone,
Hehehe I always want to get married at a young age, because besides I want to later me and my son become like a friend, I also want to avoid the actions that cause sin and slander if I take too long to delay in the sermon,
Many friends who agree and disagree with my plan, but the opinion in me is already firmly planted, from my family especially my father also support it,
Sometimes there is still a fear, because the words of friends why would in the khitbah, surely if in the khitbah we still do not know its nature,
But my opinion is still the same, because people who want in the sermon surely he loves God and he wants to stay away from the prohibition of sin dating, he alone loves God how he also loves us, because he must practice our religion, subhanallah calm if thinking like that,,
So tonight the contents are full of shadows, and may Allah grant me what I cultivate, and give all the best, AMINN
